Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Blessed beyond worthiness


I feel very much overwhelmed right now by how amazing God, our Heavenly Father, is. Since moving out here I have been going through a lot and though I desperately need a job, looking for one has taken a back burner. I still don't know how it is possible, but I have been blessed beyond any measure that I am worthy of today. I got a job offer and will be working with the Boston Architectural College in Admissions for undergraduate and professional development programs. If I wasn't already insanely busy as a full time grad student, I would have the opportunity to take free classes in design and architecture! How cool is that! (Maybe in the summer)

Change is hard for me. Though I take a lot of things in life in stride, major changes are things that still struggle with. I can feel helpless and sad when facing big changes. This last month has brought a major overhaul in my life. I have spent all my energy on my relationship with God. School (and everything else) has fit nicely in as I have kept that my focus. It has been an incredible blessing and pleasure to get to focus all my energy in this direction. He has taken care of the rest for me.

I am reminded that we have been promised not to be tried with more than we can bear. Sometimes that means that things go well for us, more often, it means we are strengthened so that we can handle all of the seemingly insurmountable challenges handed to us!

Some of you may not be particularly religious. I started to write this in an apologetic way to you, but I can't! I will not be ashamed of that which has brought me much joy. I hope you will understand this, and if you don't, please talk to me about it!

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